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I slept in an office apartment for almost a year

MY UNTOLD STORY
Some years back (2015/2016), the picture you're seeing was where I slept. As a matter of fact I got the idea of "The Gathering Conference" there. I felt bad, depress and confuse, some night I cried because of pains all over my body as a result of the floor and sometimes my tear was because of pains but because I felt God have forsaken me. Some of the night I even slept without food because I was struggling financially, yet I was focused on my task. Yes I cried about my situation, I felt bad as though God have forsaken me, I even wanted to give up on Him, taking my life (suicide) was one of the things I wanted to do but His grace was sufficient to me.   
One of the things I did was not allowing my present circumstances to affect where I'm going to. Some person's around me never even knew what I was going through. I knew God's plan for my life and I wasn't ready to give up on Him no matter what and today the story have changed. I'm not there yet because I know life is a process. 

My post is to encourage someone who is depress and is thinking suicide. The truth is "If you have a vision, it will be tested" and what you're going through now is your test and you have to pass it. Stay positive, don't give up.

Depression is real but suicide is not an option. 

I pray for God's grace on you, you will finish strong in Jesus name, Amen. 

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